Lunar eclipses have been kicking my proverbial ass since April 2012. The upcoming Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Leo is no different, maybe more trying depending on your birth chart and the current transits.
This Leo Lunar Eclipse is on Friday, February 10, 2017, exact at 5:32 pm.
The current energies of the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Leo for me personally are vanity, pride, self-loathing, and egoism. Hints of the depth of this energy started creeping into my awareness Friday. Today, they hit full force at the grocery store.
My life isn’t rainbows and butterflies all the time. My Sunday was spent cleaning dog puked carpets and other household chores. Well I must have looked haggardly, because the clerk said it looked like I had a bad day. He proceeded to mention how it sucks to be going into Monday that way.
On the way home I proceeded to cry. My self-confidence is shaking right now with this Lunar Eclipse energy already, but man that just cut to the core. How can you explain to people who just will never get it that you are doing your best. And it’s pretty fucking amazing!
Looking at my chart and the transits, I understand why there is this emotional attachment to my appearance and why it seems to cut so deep.
My already debilitated by Saturn, Venus is opposite Pluto in the seventh house, the house of relationships, legal agreements, contracts, etc. Meanwhile, transiting Venus is on top of my natal Mars in Aries. Mars is exalted in Aries and ready to run full speed ahead. All opposite my natal Pluto in the fourth house. The house of family, upbringing, home.
My chart and the current transits always have red lines through them. At least this Lunar Eclipse there is some balance with all those trines and sextiles which indicate synergy between planets rather than opposition like the red lines.
And so, the lunar eclipse is here again to kick my ass in some new and amazing way. I am complaining now, but these energies always for me to take it to the next level. It is painful at the time, but breaking that shell in order to grow is never easy.
Check out my YouTube video on the subject. It’s geared toward twin flames, still it contains useful information on which crystal I will be working with and recommend for opening yourself up to new awakenings!
Remember to have fun and always live in the now!