Now-centric

It seems like I gave up meditation and healing for a while. My body needed a break. Ascension is all consuming. The learning curve is straight up. The emotional pain and physical symptoms are challenging to say the least. The sensation of my crown opening up so I can shed my skin occurs often throughout the day. I wouldn’t give it up for anything. I am here for this, whatever this is and I am going to do what I am here to do!

Life has been very now-centric since the March Equinox and Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse in early April. At first,  I resisted the incoming waves of energy. The impact was immediate and intense. A dramatic outburst of negative energy unleashed. It was painful, hard to put into words. I was angry about still finding myself holding onto things I thought I had let go. I was doing the same work again!

I had to relax into the flow. On my way into West Yellowstone in late April, I drove right into some foreboding clouds. It was obvious I was driving into something existential. My heart felt waves of sorrow. I was sick that night and did not rest well. The next morning I learned of the earthquake in Nepal. My children’s grandparents and extended family are from Kathmandu. Thankfully everyone is okay. These events leave me wondering if this is what it feels like to experience unity consciousness? If so, I can’t wait to feel unity joy!

It seems like I gave up meditation and healing for a while. My body needed a break. Ascension is all consuming. The learning curve is straight up. The emotional pain and physical symptoms are challenging to say the least. The sensation of my crown opening up so I can shed my skin occurs often throughout the day. I wouldn’t give it up for anything. I am here for this, whatever this is and I am going to do what I am here to do!

I started wondering within the last week what it is I have been doing lately. That’s when I remembered I am growing. I have been creating organic beauty products with therapeutic grade essential oils. It is so much fun! I will never buy lip balm again. The people around me are enjoying my creations. It feels great to express myself in new ways.

My goal this Father’s Day weekend is to soak up as much Sun as possible. I am going to grow some new DNA strands! At the very least I will be getting my Vitamin D.

~Athena

Embracing Joy

Just when it seems nothing is working, things always manage to change. My goals in life continue to evolve as I do. The rainbow always symbolizing hope and the ten full cups abundance.

This morning came too soon. The sunrise was nice. Even the chem trails in the Eastern sky were pretty in their unnatural way. Everyone was in a good mood.

Today’s self-centered tarot card is the Ten of Cups from The Goddess Tarot by Kris Waldherr. Wow,  what a great card! The image of the rainbow with the ten cups in an arch as well. The water reflecting the cups and the rainbow making a circle embracing joy. The land is encircled in the background as well.

The Universe is showing me that I am doing exactly what I need to do. The crystal healing course I am taking is giving me a boost. There are many others with similar interests in the class. We are all pursuing our interests in ways as unique as we are. The public is also interested in crystal healing.

Yesterday some women at a local antique dealer were interested when I bought several crystals and did not need the tags identifying the crystals. I explained that I am a crystal healer and know the names. Soon we were chatting and they asked if I taught classes. Just a few days prior to that I downloaded the forms to sign up to teach a community education class.

Just when it seems nothing is working,  things always manage to change. My goals in life continue to evolve as I do. The rainbow always symbolizing hope and the ten full cups abundance.

~Athena